Who would have know what we would be up against when that word came to me.
January and February we watched a lot of archery and it was so much fun to watch little girl get better and better every time she competed. We mingled, connected, had fun.
And then 65 days we finally saw some signs of an end, but maybe not.
I still can't say that I am 100% at ease. The unrest of our country and the educating of our kids, the tug and pull of all the feelings about seeing people or not, has made this word even more important for 2020. It has made me really think about easing into things, being easy with life, the ease of our pace, being at ease with me.
When I think about the word ease, I don't think easy or simple. I think of it as the opposite of unsettled. I want to settle into am ease, maybe a peace, a relaxing of thing. If 2020 taught me anything, I think it taught me to be ok with sighs of relief, with the realization that He is ultimately in control.